Mom, i miss you

Dear Mom,

                Mom, I miss you...

                This week is the longest time that I am far from you. It is almost a week that i cannot see your face. It is really different with the other week that I cannot back to home because I am a committee for two day full training program.

                Mom, do you know that my tears cannot stop to fall when I miss you?

                And now, I miss you...

                Mom, there are so many think that i need to talk to you, it is like what we usually do. And there are so many stories that i need you to know, about me, about my friends, about my campus and about this program.

                Mom, this morning I am an MC and moderator in this training organization. I know you know that your daughter like to stand in front of many people and like to speak much. These are that you usually taught to me.

                Mom, I was crying in the night when you got asthma, I know how is the feeling, and it’s really interfere. Mom, please don’t get sick while I am not at home...

 

                                                                                                                                   Love,

                                                                                                                                   Your daughter

Being a MC for two FULL days!

Okay.. first i would like to say thanks for the chance as an MC in Training Management Organization (TMO). #actually thank to people who trust me as an MC.
That is a training for a new member of UKKPK UNP. There, we talked about many things that cake make them as a good organization in UKKPK UNP. the topics are: leadership, team building, assembly techniques, character education, conflict management, and organization technique.


for two days being an MC, I realize it wasn't easy as I though. Because I had to be able make the condition good even the member getting bored by the speaker. Then, sometimes the speaker did not want to stop even the time was over. You know, the event should be run in accordance the schedule to do the next preparations which we can  do as a committee.

finally, this program was over at 6 pm. Actually, the program should have over at 5 pm but the fifth take more time.. 
Now, I feel so release and so proud. At least i had already handle one program as an MC.. :D

Surprise Birthday Cake

Well, last night my parents take me outside celebrate my birthday. We celebrated my birthday at an Aceh restaurant because at that time I really wanted to eat Aceh noodles which famous delicious. Then, I realized that only family which will always love you.

Then, this morning I decided to wear the new clothe that my mom already made for me. The clothe is really nice and I like it so much. It is a silver short dress with the arms to the elbows and it has lacy. Since I wear veil, It is will look really nice if you combined by wearing jeans.

For you to know, my mother is a woman who is very creative. Although she is a civil servant but she is very clever in sew and cook.

Then...

After the class was over, I got a message from one member of UKKPK that I had to go there to discuss about the speaker for our training program. They said that i had made some mistakes on the rundown program. So, without lingering i directly went to UKKPK.

There, my entire senior got angry with me because I had made a wrong arrangements’ event and many other mistake. I thought I had done it right and I've discussed it before rundown was made. They were angry because of all the errors that occur because of me. They also said that I do not deserve to be there and should I get out.

So, after heard all of that yelling, I was crying and feeling really upset. Suddenly, someone hit me with eggs from the back. I realized that I had been compromised by them and watering me with flavor. Some of them bought a birthday cake to me and sing a birthday song. However, I could not stop crying, my tears were still fall. They had made me feeling really sad. Then, tried to stop crying and smile at them.

I was talking inside that this is my beloved organization, UKKPK...

No one cares

Before you read this posting, please say happy birthday to me first. Today is my birthday and until tonight only a few people remember my birthday.  I think they are forget about my birthday.

However, last night i have promised to my self that i will buy them  ice cream today as the treat. I think we has been together almost for two years. So, it is okay  if i treat them all.

Some my of my classmate knew that i today is my birthday and she asked me to treat them all. Fortunately, i already had had a plan to treat them all. Then, after the class was over, i bought  two boxes ice cream to we eat together. They look very happy and excited.

However, in my organization no one said happy birthday to me L. I am really sad about this because i do care to them all. When i came to the Sekre they look at me usually, it is like nothing happen today.

Until i get home now, i just keep the sadness in my mind...